Happy and breathing.

There are times when everything will seem to go in an opposite direction to how you want it to be. There will be people who will seem as though they're trying to make everything difficult. But, maybe I'm just over thinking this. Maybe I have too many doubts. I don't know but whatever it is, I'm okay with it. Because somewhere down the line everything will be fine. Not because I will make it okay but because like all good things come to an end so do all the bad. It might be cliched to say that nothing lasts forever but really it doesn't. At least till now nothing in my life has lasted as long as 18 years (that's how long my forever is ).

Honestly, I'm just really tired of pretending as though everything is fine when a lot of times it isn't. There will never be a time when everything is perfect and i just realised I'm being very highly pessimistic. I'm not always like this. in fact once, when I didn't even know what it meant, someone told me I'm very optimistic.
Well, the truth is I can't write anything right now because anything I say would be a lie because things aren't that good right now but I will convince myself through you thats life is perfect. Its been a while since I put a post here so I just thought that I should let you know happy and breathing.

P.S. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.