Judgement

I don't have any views on politics, social evils, sports, movies...nothing. And, it's not because I don't know anything, (how hard is it to find out) but it's because I never believed that my say mattered. But, lately I have been thinking otherwise. I started college around six months back and I have barely written ever since. I can't think of a reason but my mind will probably blame it on lack of time...it's not true. I have time, a lot of it but the point is I don't know what to write. Life's been sailing smoothly lately and at the back of my head I'm just waiting for the explosion that's ruins everything. It's taking too long this time. Maybe it's not going to come this once. (My thoughts are never connected, I just realised while re-reading the above). I don't know if I'm trying to justify the lack of blog posts or telling you that things are about to go wrong or that life is good. Just understand it all please.
   I know my blog posts are barely connected and that things could be way better but somehow I never know what to write about. And when I do start writing I can never tell what it really is that I'm writing about. I can write post after post about how I don't know what to write. Although, to tell you the truth, I'm scared to really write what I want to write about. I'm scared that people will judge me, that they will talk and say things that I probably won't get to listen to. And yet, here I am, afraid of judgement.
  Let's hope I get over this soon so that I can finally move forward to say what it is that I really feel.